I just had the biggest fight with my mom, and now I feel like %#@&#! all I want to do is die and in the end thats exactly what I will do cause in the what is it all for, NOTHING thats what, life is nothing but %#@&#! and I hate it, all the pain and suffering, even my mom just said she wants me dead so in the end whats it all worth absolutly f*cking nothing.