What are you expecting to hear? Your motives are selfish and self-serving. If you're not satisfied in your marriage, go to your husband and tell him so. Go to counseling, if you can't afford it, go to church and talk to your pastor. There are other options available to you other than an affair.

As I read your post I see you making many excuses as to why you can't stop this affair and the truth is you don't want to. You want to cake eat, and your husband is going to pay in the end, if he finds out. I have been cheated on and it is devastating. I hope the happiness that you are experiencing now is worth it.