Well - like a baby I ended up sending my T too many emails and even drank some and sent one when not sober. URRRR!! I was emotionally throwing up on him in the email. I am so glad he says that sometimes he just skims my emails - which is perfectly fine by me. I sure hope he did that today!!! Now I am very ashamed of what I said and how I said it. I do NOT want to ever look at my T again!!! And I really do not want to see him tommorow because he saw those emails!! My mind-reader faulty thinking is saying that he thinks I am the most needy person he ever had as a client!!
ugggggg