A friend drove me to the repo office this morning to get the stuff out of my car. It was very stressful. I came home and went right back to bed.

I also found out they are not going to turn my phone back on, so I have no way to contact my doctor. Only have email right now.

Some friends from out of town were in touch and they called the local (local to me) mental health agency and they are going to send some people out to evaluate me. I don't know if that is going to mean a trip to the hospital or not. I am anxious about it but looking forward to talking to someone professional.

Right now I am just an anxious mess.

Anxious and still very very scared.