Thanks so much!

I tend to be quite introspective and analytical (Hence I know have an analytical career) but me disappearing into myself and my thoughts definitely gets worse at certain times. My dx now is Bipolar, and I tend to agree with it.
I don't get paranoid, I don't think I have multiple personalities (i just act very different at some times, but this is largely governed by my moods and which episode I am busy experiencing)

When I was first dx'd with Major depressive episode with psychosis, I could not work - I'd just stare at my PC, mull over my emotions and cry all day long.
Now, mainly due to meds, I tend to feel numb and cannot cry most of the time, but I am a whole lot more productive (Not very, but more than before). And on some days I am on top of the world and top of my game too. If I don't have the energy or enough concentration to do work, I can at least get onto PsychC or the internet and do something...