My first memory is of a trauma I still can visualize and hear today. When I think of cured, healed and recovered, I often wonder if I know what those words mean. I have nothing to compare them to. I have a treatment resistant illness. The pros have told me it is up to me; more therapy and drugs will not help much.

So, I look at functionality. What can I do to function better. And I am better. I had to lower my expectations. Just the same I am better.

This article touched me: http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/...ng-and-healing