Hello, myoasis89. Does your boyfriend make you feel loved and appreciated? Do you know why you do not have friends? Are you out trying to make friends? Does your family not support you?
As others have said, do not let an ex define who you are.
http://psychcentral.com/lib/2009/15-...e-distortions/
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/sel...9/METHOD=print