Hi Duchess: First let me welcome you to the site; this is a place where you can write out how you are feeling which itself can be helpful sometimes.

I understand a bit about the circumstances you describe re: the death of your friend and the interaction with his mother... been there - done that. Very painful stuff and can take a lot to work thru. it.

Not sure about your stopping all meds etc.; mine have been a life-saver for me after a somewhat similar circumstance.

Hope you will find it useful to continue to post; will look for you again, and please don't give up on yourself! Best regards, Peanut


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