I am really bumming tonight. Many of you know how wonderful my relationship has grown with my therapist. It was so hard in the beginning to trust her, took a long time, and now I am finally to the point of really trusting her and connecting so much better. But something happened this week that may totally mess that up for me.
I was just offered a great nursing positon at a mental health facility, which I am so thrilled about because as a new graduate it has been impossible to get in with little experience and with so little turn over right now.
The problem is that the work hours will all be evening hours, which is when I see my therapist because she works full time during the day doing counseling at a univeristy. This means that I will most likely not be able to see her anymore, and that is killing me after all the work I have done with her, and after finally getting to the point of really trusting her.
I don't know what to do, there is no way that I could not accept the job offer, it was too great an offer. I could sit here and cry a lot over this, not that that will help. I am so bummed that I will be transitioning into a whole new field and most likey have to lose my T in the process, especially at a time when I will really need her

This makes me extremely sad, I can't imagine ever starting over with someone else.
I don't even know how I am going to break this news to her, it's too hard to even think about....
ps..sorry for my title spelling error... my brain is just not with it tonight...
Hangingon