I've recently realized that I've grown apart from my bestfriends from highschool, or more like they've grown apart from me. I don't seem to have grown much I think is my problem. I feel like everyone has left me behind. All my life I've been struggling to find my place, and in the end I always end up alone. I gave up trying to fit in with a group in highschool, and eventually my friends found me. Now they have their own lives, and again, I have no one to turn to. It seems like nothing ever changes, I can never really connect with someone. I'm so sick of feeling so alone. I've never even been in a relationship. I don't know how to make new friends or how to even meet people. Spring semester is over so I don't have school as a distraction anymore. I don't have anything. What am I suppose to do? Oh and to top it off I'm stuck living with my parents, who in fact think I'm a loser, which is not exactly a confidence booster. I don't think I belong in this world.
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