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Originally Posted by garden
WonderingWhy, I'm glad you've posted and I want you to know that depression is not at all a light condition. Whomever you choose to talk with, a counselor or doctor, they can give you some direction. You are the catalyst and owner of that little or big spark in your life. Sure there's a lot that foreign, much that's upside down and too many scary things. But I didn't know that until I participated in life.  |
Thank you garden. First try to remember the silly fun things you do love. Remember those fun fellings to do something and didn't care what others thought? Usually you had a silly friend to do them with. Find that young piece of yourself even if just for a pillow fight its fun. Then sit and talk. Talk to the person that knows and remembers the happy you. Because its there. You are over thinking it. And you are prjecting your life as to what you think will happen. Weel guess what make it happen how you want you drive the boat. Get cleaned up and shinny every day and smile even if its fake. See what it brings. Fake believing in yourself see what that brings. Hay what do you have to loose better then dien, right?