I have a hard time asking for this type of thing but I really need some affirmation right now. I am scared and feeling very unworthy. No dont worry not suicidal. I just cant figure out what I do so incorrectly in life that I am where I am. I have a good heart and I dont know why that is not good enough. About 6 months ago I was very closed off and my bf wanted me to trust him and open up. I did. Now he says I am too needy, have low self esteem and too sensitive. He started hot and heavy with "I love yous" and said he would wait for me to love him. When I have finally committed my heart to him, he is backing off.

I cant wrap my brain around this, he knew I was closed off due to relationship issues. I was safe behind my walls, now I am exposed and it is confusing to me. Why is this bothering me? Ah, it just punched me in the gut and I need to here I can make it. Thank you.