It didn't seem provocative or horrifying to me, either. I have alters who have been far more provocative than that, but my T has never reacted like yours did, BlackCanary. His reactions are puzzling me. I don't understand why he recommended a break, either, because this would definitely not be the time when my T would suggest a break. My T would maintain consistent and appropriate boundaries while encouraging me to talk about these issues. I'm sorry you're going through this... I really don't understand your T's current behavior at all.