Thanks again, ECHOES. I do have to get to sleep--it's late where I am, but I want to thank you for what you wrote in Solarwind's thread. I replied to her, and quoted what you wrote about transference.

I feel compelled to be honest in therapy. I was with Bt and now with Kt, but more so with Kt. I am scared of being so honest, though. I don't know where it's leading, and I'm so afraid. I know there's nothing traumatic in my past; it's more that I fear my feelings. Something is still bottled up inside and I can't stand it. I can't stand to wait for my sessions. But, I could be making it all up because I am "using" therapy that way, for the intense feelings. Even if that's the issue, it's still something wanting to come out. I feel like I'm leading a double life. No one in RL would ever imagine I have these thoughts and feelings. It's so unlike me!! I would be so ashamed if anyone in RL read my threads and knew it was me.