Well I saw my psychologist on Friday and it went pretty well - she could tell something was wrong, even though I tried to tell her I was fine and she noticed last time as well.

She doesn't hate me - she said she would never think that and she doesn't think I'm failing therapy
So I just told her everything and she was really great.

I was talking about the medication - she totally understands my reservations, but thinks it was starting to help, but I stopped to early and kept missing days. So I'm not sure what to do yet.

My psychologist is a lot more understanding about it - she has let me check her office for bugs and I also get watched by cameras - and I got pictures to show her, she didn't believe they were cameras, but she said if I got good proof - she would come to the police with me.

I see my nurse tomorrow - not sure how that will be though.