(((((nomoretogive)))))--You are worth a great deal to all of us here on pc!!!--We all have these feelings, and worse.

You don't need a bf who devalues you when you are already in need of support.

You opened up here, I think that is most commendable!!!
Just wait, there will be many who will give you hugs---I send you my heartfelt hugs--
sooo sorry you hooked up with the wrong guy!!!-----hugs-----theo

With a "good heart" you will most certainly find some measure of happiness!!!