I know this was probibly real stupid of me but i looked up the center that i go to therapy and they had a pic of my T.it was kind off cool to see a pic of her it has been so long sence i have had therapy and so much has been going on i really miss going.it brought up a lot of thoughts for me.like why am i so angry at her for not being able to help me with not wanting to take care of the mother,feeling guilty about not hardly talking to her at all,i guess expecting her to read my mind,wanting to run in her office and give her a huge hug and say how much i missed comming to therapy and how sorry i am for being such a pain in the but,but knowing ill just go in thare, say hi, and im just fine.hating myself for that.but mostly it was nice to see apic of her because i could hardly even remember what she looks like and it kind of reminded me that maby if im not such a pain in the but i may have someone who can help me some when i get back home