I think it's good you suddenly notice this "small" issue. I think that means your seeing your T twice a week is good for you :-) Not the other way around, where you create problems to see the T more but where you are now supported enough to see deeper into stuff.
It is interesting you lost your cell phone and also that you lost it in the grocery store? Were you using it or did it just fall, get mislaid from your clothing/personal possessions while you were looking for something else? If you had just finished using it, I would go over that conversation to see why that might have been a good move on your part, why you might not have wanted to communicate/be in touch with that person anymore :-) Use the cell phone like a dream symbol and see what you come up with and then add other recently lost/disorganized items; maybe it just represents all your losing/disorganization and noticing now, just means you might be ready to work on that issue?
Maybe you lost it in the grocery store as an indication that you are struggling between "food"/making a living and paying for additional therapy, that you don't deserve the extra sessions, maybe you feel you are taking away from others/your daughter by going twice a week?
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