((( Zoo ))) That dream is VERY powerful. In fact, I think it shows how much you are working to be there for your own self - as opposed to feeling abandoned the way you might think this dream is.

The reason I say that is because at the start of the dream, you needed something but you made a choice to NOT ask T. That shows your subconscious is saying "I think I am learning how to handle my own problems. This feels kinda scary for me, but it really does feel good."

You ended up going with T but did end up with abandonment (your fear) but the entire time, you were reaching out to others. You were even trying to get help from strangers (( Symbolism of trying to use PC as a support tool for yourself ?)) - and that is a GOOD thing to do.

Feeling unsafe was a natural response to the place where you are in your healing right now. You do WANT to do a lot of this "stuff" on your own now. You really are working heard to put your therapy into practice in real life. But you still do "need" your T at this point. And there is nothing wrong with that one bit.

Very awesome dream!