thanks for that interpretation, wepow. I hadn't thought of the first part of my dream that way, because the abandonment part was so strong, but yeah. It makes sense. Obviously I AM afraid of my T abandoning me while I'm in a scary place, and the fact that I ended up getting a ride home from a cop is ironic because I have an intense fear of police officers IRL.
But yeah, I did make it home, without my T, and I was ok. I guess that's a good message to take from the dream, and as bad as the dream made me feel when I woke up, I think it's good that my subconscious is processing those fears.

so, do you guys think I should tell my T about the dream tomorrow when I see her?