I'm going to be honest here... I remember being online last night. I don't however have any memory of posting this (which means it's a definite true feeling since I had no 'rational brain' at the time). In that case, your comments mean so much to me because I knew I felt off today but didn't realize it was that bad last night. That's part of the problem I get 'stuck' often throughout the day but don't remember what happens during that time. Ugh.. thanks for your support. I have seen pdoc and T and apparently this is as good as it gets right now. We'll see...