my dear Belle....you are such a beautiful person and you have a great attitude....very positive....you had a great progress till mark poisoned it....but I can see your great attitude is coming back....keep going girl...
I will promise you that you will fall in love again...and even better than before....and there is no deadline in life....just live one day at a time.....and let the life to surprise you
wow...you did a great job cooking for 50 people....that's a lot of work to do....when I had just five guests over, I was exhausted....
My mum is here....and I do love her so much, but my relationship with my dad was different....dad was more like me versus mum and my sisters....but it's good to have her here....I had lunch with her and we went shopping....she still has a great taste to choose clothes for me....she picked a very nice dress and matched it with a cute short top....I bought them all....we had coffee together and then I dropped her off at my sister's home....tomorrow I'm going to pick her up after work and take her for art shopping.....she loves oil painting....I'm so proud of her....and at the age of 63 she's so attractive and beautiful with a shiny skin....not that many wrinkles at all....I hope I stay like her when I get older
let the young guy to spoil you....you deserve it....that's why I do love to go out with young guys....hehehe.....
I'm going to meet one of the online guys on Tuesday for lunch....lets see how it goes....I really need to get on the dating....It's been a while....I'm rusted....hehehehe.....and as it goes, I feel more comfortable with my lonely life...that's not good....

take care
Marjan