(((((((((Vicki)))))))))

seems like you're stuck between a rock and a hard place. You can always talk to me about it Vicki, i am here to listen anytime you want to talk.

i am glad that you were able to get a little bit of help from your T and i think that she might be on the right track. Petunia's idea is a really good one because that way your T can monitor how much w_i gets and how much more she can handle, after all, that's her job.

i wish i had the answers for you but all i can say is keep trying, and hold on. you're stronger than you know.

-shadow