I feel like a load of bricks just fell on top of me. It's so darned expensive to take care of our health needs. Eye doctors and specialists and counselors and medication and booster shots and dentists.......

Everything fell on me at once and everyone wants to be paid at once, and I can barely stay on top of the recurring bills as it is right now because I'm putting in the bare minimum workload right now. I just can't pull out of this pit. I start to feel a little better, and then something dumps another shovelful of dirt on me.

The tears are running. I just want to be strong and take care of everything and it's just so hard.