>>Everything fell on me at once and everyone wants to be paid at once, and I can barely stay on top of the recurring bills as it is right now because I'm putting in the bare minimum workload right now. I just can't pull out of this pit. I start to feel a little better, and then something dumps another shovelful of dirt on me.

That's where I am right now too wi_fighter. Feel like I had a foothold just a couple of months ago, but now realize it was only in loose sand and everything is coming down.

And the worse it gets the more I don't want to do anything about it.

I'm still hanging in hoping for a solution. Hope you are doing the same.