Dexter, that's exactly where I am. I have the capability of putting in as much overtime as I could dream of, and could get all of the extra bills taken care of in a matter of weeks. I'm just having an extremely difficult time doing it. Like I somehow keep thinking if I don't do anything, everything will just disappear, or I'll win the lottery without playing it.

I keep tearing up, and that's not helping matters, because then I can't see the computer screen to do my work.