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May 24, 2010, 02:43 AM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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What you are experiencing right now is really difficult, and it's good that you are able to let yourself think on it with an open mind...that will ultimately make it easier to move forward whatever diagnosis you end up with.
Don't forget to give yourself some down time though. This stuff is exhausting and can easily become maladaptive if you don't give yourself some time to care for yourself. Do something nice for yourself. Get lost in a good book, movie, or your favorite music for a while. Go out and get yourself your favorite treat...whether that be an ice cream, a manicure, a walk in nature...just remember you need to replenish yourself too.
A thought I'd like to give you tonight is one I struggled with when it came to trusting my T and trusting myself, and that is that whether you fly or fall, you need to step off the edge to do it. But this is a choice. You could also choose to remain stagnant and stuck. But if you want to heal, eventually you need to go beyond that edge.
I hope you have a good night. 
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