I'm really sorry things are spiralling downhill so fast for you, it's terrible that bad things all seem to happen at the same time. I honestly have no advice except; have some faith, you're stronger than this, even though it doesn't feel like it right now. You have a support base here, with people who understand and care, please make use of it, don't attempt to wonder this road alone. It's great that you've reached out to your doc's, it's important to seek assistance, especially at such crucial times.

PS. You could type a novel, and we'd still be interested, thanks for taking the time to reach out, and opening the door for some help and support.