Thanks guys. sugarhorse, I'm on the best meds mix I've ever been on and I have both a caring and loving psychiatrist and psychologist (I always acknowledge that as it's been the opposite in the past and I nearly died as a result). I am a fully compliant patient, do therapy with two psychologists who are both great and I also am an 11 years sober member of AA and I continue to work on that.

There's nothing therapeutically that they can offer me right now, except to continue in the ecellent way they are doing. It's just the unfortunate confluence of a lot of really difficult life events at one time, my illnesses themselves and of course being profoundly isolated due to my mental illnesses. Psych patients with supportive social support networks have much better life outcomes than those who don't.