Elysium, thanks for the advice. I did take a mental breather last night and spent time reading a book - not something I usually have the patience or desire to do. (LOL...my littlest one likes the "go out and get an ice cream" idea) I'm going to try not to think on it too much today. I'm am feeling a bit overly wrapped up in it and very drained. I have an appointment with my T tomorrow. It's only been a week, but it feels like a year since I saw him last.