Thanks wepow

I just found out my grandpa died this morning, from Alzheimer's.

And I also found out my T is leaving for the whole month of July because her dad is dying of Alzheimer's. She told me this Friday but oh my god..

There is no way I can call that guy and say those things. It takes too much strength and I have none. I'm just a blob, nothing, I'm nothing.

Falling apart..

Losing it.. bigtime..

Really losing it..