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Originally Posted by shoez
Lately I have been unable to keep on good terms with my mother.
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Shoez, I don't think this is possible because your mother is impossible.
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Originally Posted by shoez
I dont want to bend my head down and say "Yes im stupid, yes im an animal" IM TOO TIRED.
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And you shouldn't because it isn't true.
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Originally Posted by shoez
While Im having this tantrum, I think its reasonable that she would call me all these names and hit me. Because Im asking for it with my behaviour.
If you are defiant enough, you deserve to get hit dont you?
I cant be a victim of abuse if im asking for it...right?
Im scared of being a victim because she always tells me how anybody would hit me if they knew how much of a monster I was...and I drive her to hit me and yell at me.
I dont want her to be right....when she says I "plead innocence"...I somehow need to know I am responsible for this.
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I can understand this ^ but it doesn't sound like a healthy route to take.