I'd like to thank you all so much for being understanding and accepting, I'm sorry I haven't responded sooner. After much self debate, I've decided to take your advice and I've booked an appointment tomorrow with my guidance counseler. She's a nice woman, when I've needed help with class scheduling she's seemed fine. I've just been having these horrible feelings for such a long time and I really appreciate your help. I don't know where this is going to lead but I've never let anyone in, not my father, or friends.. I even lie to myself about the bad things in my life because I'm not able to face tragedy. I hope this will open up to better things, I'll keep you posted.

Thanks again,
Charlotte