I still don't know what to do, but I'll talk with someone on campus soon. But besides that, I'm doing terible. I think I may just sleep for a little bit to get strenght back up again. Ya Last night was terible, I had a major anixeity attack, with full body shaking, and I"m really sore. But I am working on getting some treatment help, so I can hopefully tell someone of what happened. inside my head. There are people around me that want to know what it was like, but I'm just not comfortable talking about it just quite yet.

But ya, I'm doing terible. and not having luck on finding someone.