Went for a job interview on Wednesday. I was excited. But on the way, someone decided to cause a big traffic confrontation. She was in my lane of traffic and came to a complete stop... told me that I had to move out of her way. Triggered me hard, almost made me late for the interview. Needless to say, the interview did not go the way I wanted it to.
Then yesterday, had another panic attack in the middle of Target. I feel frayed around the edges today. Right now, I am so upset about the whole thing that I am apprehensive about getting back into the job market at all. Maybe I should just give it up and content myself with staying at home with my kids and being isolated from the adult world.
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Lord, help me be the person my psychiatrist medicates me to be...
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