i looked at it today and all i got was this horrable panic feeling like i get before i go to therapy so i guess i wont be looking at it anymore.would have thought i was over this seing that i havnt seen her in three weeks.god i hope im going to be able to talk to her when i get home im such a stinking whimp.i bet most people can at least look at a pic and not panic but nooo not me.i was ok with it yesterday.i even found some comfort in it but not today. kind of dissapointing because i really was hoping that this break would give me some what of a spine to be able to talk to her when i get back but if im panicing over a pic and the anticipation of seeing her i doubt talking is going to be an option.our last session i didnt say anything at all and i have spent this whole time regreting it .i swear ill just go crazy it i get home and i still cant talk.i hate this i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy.