Hi, I'm blue. I'm sorry you're scared. My mom was hospitalized a few months ago for something that could've been really bad - still is sorta of really bad, but hopefully she'll be okay. It was very scary and sad. I worried and cried a lot! It was nice to be able to visit her and tell her I love her.

The odd thing was I thought she'd be more shaken and upset about what was going on. I didn't think she'd be able to handle it, but she has been doing really well. I thought I'd need to help her and protect her, but it seems she's found a sense of peace and inner strength. I'm hoping your momma feels that same peace and strength my mom does.

I'm also sorry your brother and his wife did not call you when they said they would so you could go to the water. That would've made me sad too.