Charlotte,

You are doing the right thing to talk to someone. I wish that I had gotten some help when I was your age (my depression started by the time I was 9 years old if not earlier than that). My parents somehow didn't see it, or wouldn't admit that there was a problem, so I understand about not being able to tell your dad. I really hope that you get help and feel better.
{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Wendy

<font color=green>"Someone may have stolen your dream when it was young and fresh and you were innocent. Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible." -Jane Rubietta</font color=green>