My session will finally be here tomorrow, the day I thought would never arrive. But now I'm more scared and embarrassed to see Kt than I've ever felt about any T in all my years of therapy. Maybe because I still don't know her well enough to trust her 100%, yet I have trusted her. I'm scared to be with her after last session. I'm scared something will happen. We're supposed to talk about the "Mommy stuff" but first I need reassurance from her, again, that she still wants to work with me. I'm afraid because now she understands how I react to Ts. How can I be there with her now? I'll either walk in and cry, which I've never done before in any therapy, or I'll push her away and have a lousy session. I don't want to have these strong feelings for her. I don't want anything to do with her. What should I do?