Welcome to the forum Anpao.

The greatest thing about this place is that we all suffer from combinations of depression, anxiety, and other things. We can really understand what you are feeling when other people just can't or won't "get it".

It also makes this a safe place to express yourself, since we understand the illnesses no one will judge you on that aspect, and you can find comfort knowing you are not alone. Hopefully that will make it easier to post even with the anxiety.

Good luck and welcome again.