I dont know too much about my T, all I know is she has a Psy.D and thats it. I dont know if shes worked with ppl who are abused. I dont know if she will see through the lies, I dont know if she even believes me. I think I should have just kept my damn mouth shut, Ive never been able to learn. YOUD THINK I WOULD HAVE LEARNED BY NOW. Proves how idiotic and STUPID I really am. I feel trapped , trapped trapped trapped. Like when I was little and I was in trouble and people would ask me questions over and over and over and I couldnt answer and I couldnt look. Im just a crazy nutcase stupid ughhh I wished God would have let my them kill me, I wish I could have died during those beatings so I wouldnt be so STUPID I just wish wish wish I could rewind and keep my mouth QUIET