Hi,

How did you go talking to the other T was it useful? Did the T offer any useful suggestions?

Should you feel guilty? No-one can tell you how to feel. Was it awkward because you'd really liked to have discussed it with your 'first' T but just couldn't or it seemed risky. The great thing is that you figured out a way of dealing with that - good for you! Be gentle with yourself you will get there in the end.