I just snooped into facebook....this Saturday was the only Saturday I missed the dance party....and guess what? Aaron was there....I just saw photos.....I'm so happy that I didn't go....I don't want to dance with him and stir up all the past emotions back on the surface! Not sure if he's with anybody or not!!!!!
I had a dream about him the other day and even in the dream he broke my heart....hehehe....when I woke up, I was so happy that it was a dream and he's not in my life anymore....but still I miss him....wondering does he think about me....who cares really.....I don't want heart ache at all!

sorry....just needed to tell somebody....I'm getting so good at not telling all my secretes to friends and family....instead I'm writing it here....

xoxo
Marjan