(((((((((((((((((((((((((Shirley)))))))))))))))))))))))))

I can relate with the "emotional rollor coaster". Ups, downs, numbness, overstuffed with emotions. When will it quit, huh?

I did hear one thing you said, very important. When your with your kids they make you laugh. That is a good thing. If there is one thing you can hold on to for hope, let it be that. The happiness, joy and laughter you feel when you are with them. Your a strong lady. Being a parent is one of the hardest things in this world, next to being a SINGLE parent. Your doing great. Your doing what you need to do. But yes, I know how it feels. I hope you get some peace soon.

Huggles,

Jen