I think he and I can work through this. I feel like I've already done a lot of work. We'll see what thought and effort he puts into it as well. At the bare minimum, as a poster indicated, my T might think twice before he reveals that to other patients.

What I think has crystallized somewhat in my mind. Unless it ends up just being one giant cognitive distortion, then I'm pretty good.

Without a doubt it has been a tremendous opportunity to stretch myself into an area that really scared me - a lot. Yeah - that what I'm going to call it - an opportunity.
I had a dream last night that my T and I were standing in a flowing river and the water was so clear and beautiful as it flowed over us. I think that indicates some peace in my mind at least - somehow freeing both of us from something "dirty" in my mind.

He loves my dreams and I'm sure will have a field day with that one.