ive batted this for as long as I can remember. then when I broke my arm this year it was almost a relief. a break from everything... but it didnt last long enough and I still had to deal with life (it was just a broken femur) so that sucked. now I'm back in that rut. Im so tired of kids and work and everything in between that I wish something serious would happen to me so that I can check out for at least a few days. have someone else take care of the kids, bring me dinner, etc. wow. it gets worse in my head but I cant put it down on this forum. not there yet. anyways. YES I FEEL THAT WAY!