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Originally Posted by QueenAccountant
What are some of the topics you discuss with your psych dr?
I find myself struggling sometimes when I'm at the appointment with things to talk about. I have an appointment today and I'm trying to figure out what to talk about. I feel weird going in with a list b/c most of the time, I'll jot down a few notes and when I get in there my mind goes totally blank and I forget everything.
Personally, I would like to just be like "Can you put me out of work on disability?" but then of course they always want to know why.....I mean I could tell her the truth, but I'd rather not be checked in to the closest mental ward. I have been having paranoid thoughts lately about how everyone is out to get me, but I know that's not true, but I still have them anyways. Also I've been having disturbing dreams that seem to follow me throughout the day.
But then if I tell her I can't handle work, the people at work will be disappointed, and I HATE disappointing people. Mainly because my mom always said that I was a disappointment. There's just all these inappropriate thoughts that race through my head all day and I'm starting to have problems with determining what is real and what didn't really happen. I feel like such a loser.
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oh, i know what your saying, i never know just what to reveal... i dont want to be put in hospital either, and am worried i sound disturbed as well, but feel i need help-just cant ask for it, im sorry your mother didnt show you the love you deserved, all children deserve, i too had a demanding great aunt who raised me and overlooked alot in taking care of me , always was the odd one, troubled one..it can be so hard , even now if i mention im getting off balanced she doesnt want to hear it or know... it is difficult to not have that support, is your mother still critical? if so, maybe she was raised by a mother who didnt show love, thats my aunts problem... but, i wish i had advise, but it would be hypocritical because i too struggle ... i wish you the best and do take care feel free to pm if you ever want to talk,
