what a lovely way to say that... most people wish me luck or basically imply that i am to endure it. While it isn't pleasant by any means (amen for pain meds), i really do see myself as fortunate in many ways. i got the surgery in a wonderful facility, got excellent care, everything went well, i have a pretty apartment in which to content myself while i get better... i have been blessed enough to find solutions to the problems that arose. i am not close with my family but people have come together to help to some extent.

i will try to enjoy it aka... i will remind myself of the quiet time i am forced to take as a mental holiday and not imprisonment.

thanks