I was doing really well for a while there (about two weeks) near normal and then all of sudden I am worse now

I don't understand what happened

i don't know how to rid myself of this impending doom, deep depression about aging and fear of dying

*sigh*



actually I am on risperidal and it made a HUGE difference. I am EXTREMELY sensitive to meds. I was on 1 mg before bedtime but it was making me too groggy, out of it, drunk feeling, extremely sleepy etc so I went on .5 mg before bedtime but that was also causing too much sleepiness and weird feelings so I went down to a 1/4, I still felt that way but stayed on 1/4 for 3 days and then just last night I took half of the 1/4 and had a terrible day today.

Do you think I may have plummeted because I decreased the dose of risperidal to such a low amount? I will take the 1/4 again.