{{{{{{{{{ Mary Alice }}}}}}}}}}}}}

it sounds like you are digging deeper, I may have to buy me a bigger shovel to be able to link our tunnles with each other
I think you are on the right track in emailing your T and telling him why you are coming to see him. They should understand that we are not like them, and we can not always follow a strict plan to get "better" and move on with our lives. We have way too many set back to do that.

It also sounds like maybe your T is having problems with dealing with some of the issues you are having, Has he heard these all before? Have you been down this road before? Does any of the things you are going through right now, act like something from the past? If so, he may just not want to hear the same stuff over and over. (just thoughts) I am not him, and I would never intend to replace him.
I care for you very much..
i hate seeing you dig deeper and deeper in..

I hope this helps some.. may get your thoughts giong in a direction that can help you and your T both

Love you lots..

Lady D.

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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